Recent health issue, leg amputation

Thirteen days ago, I had my left leg amputated below the knee.  It’s been harder on me physically than emotionally.  I used to be outdoors practically every day.  But now I’m stuck indoors.  I was in the hospital for 13 days.  I just got home to the apartment 3 days ago now and it’s hard.  I have no access to a vehicle so it’s hard to go anywhere.  I get tired physically going down the hallway to the garbage shoot.  Mentally I’m ok.  Just the fact I’m indoors is draining.  I’m waiting on a prosthetic leg but I have I have an appointment in 2 months on February 6, 2024 to get a fitting.  I’m on a waiting list to see if anyone cancels so I can get in sooner.  My upper body strength is getting better.  But I’m getting bored and I’m antsy sitting doing nothing in the apartment.  I’m waiting to get approved for OC Transpo which is the local transportation company.  I’m hoping to get approved so I can get outdoors.

In the meantime, I’m uploading shorts and longer form videos to my YouTube channel but I’m not much of a talker.  My channel link is right https://tinyurl.com/dvfk8nzh.  It’d be awesome if you subscribed and watched the some of the videos.  I’m trying to get to 1000 subscribers in the next month or two,  I want to get monetized so I could start making some extra money on the side.  Another side hustle I suppose.  LOL. The goal is to get myself out of the apartment and start doing photography and videography again.  I want to go and move to Calgary and be on my own.  Self reliant.

I am studying Final Cut Pro X on the iPad Pro with the goal of getting a maxed out M3 MacBook Pro laptop so I can edit videos professionally.  That is the goal over the next couple of months until I get my prosthetic leg.  When I do get my prosthetic leg, I’ll be more mobile and I will be out with my Sony FDR AX700B camcorder and my new laptop.  I do have a few goals I’ve set for myself as you can see.  I do have a lot of time on my hands.  So please subscribe to my channel here https://tinyurl.com/dvfk8nzh and watch the videos.  If you wish to contact me, you can email me here.

YouTube

If you haven’t followed me on YouTube, please do so here.  If you already have, I sincerely thank you.

My YouTube channel

So in the last few months, I've started a YouTube channel.  Haven't really done anything photography wise.  Just uploaded a few videos showing off some fireworks and a few shorts where I get the majority of my views.  You can view the channel here.

I want to get my Google AdSense back so I'm hoping more and more people visit my blog and subscribe to the blog and the YouTube channel.

Finally found the music site

So I finally found the site to get free music for my YouTube channel and it was right in front of me.  I hate the sound of my voice and I hate being in front of the camera.  So I’ll be creating videos for YouTube that I shoot and just put them together and add the music.  I have a few videos on my YouTube channel and they seem to be doing ok.  I have just one subscriber right now but I’ve only been adding a one video a week for the past couple of weeks.  I think I’ve been doing the YouTube thing half-heartedly for the past couple of weeks.  Now that I’ve found the right songs for my videos, I’ll be adding more and more videos to my YouTube channel and hopefully it’ll grow.  So check it out and subscribe here   

Finally on Youtube

So I decided for a different format for my YouTube channel.  I hate being on camera so I will just combine all my photos and video clips and put them into a video.  I don't have any experience with film making so I will learn along the way.  I hope you join me https://bit.ly/2kGDsso.

I don't like being in front of a camera

I really don't like being in front of the camera lens.  I really don't.  I'm very self conscious.  I don't like the sound of my voice, let alone how I look.  I'm 43 years old.  I should not be this self conscious.  Especially in 2019.  I'm not a high school teenager anymore.  I went out today to do a video blog today for YouTube.  Unfortunately the little mic I bought off Amazon was the wrong one so no audio at all.  First world problems.  Ordered the correct one when I got home.  Should be here tomorrow.  Thanks free Amazon Prime.  😇

Patreon

I don't have an account on Patreon.  I go to work every day.  Photography is an awesome hobby and I wish I could it as my full time job.  I was actually thinking this year, I'll start doing YouTube full time and subsidize my income on Patreon.  But with the purge on Patreon and YouTube demonetizing videos at their whim, it's not financially feasible to just quit my job and try and survive on Shutterstock money.

What Patreon, Google, Microsoft, Apple, Facebook are doing is basically what the Communists did in the USSR and Eastern Europe.  I think it's crony capitalism/socialism/communism.  And I of course blame the politically correct social justice warriors who get offended by everything and everyone.